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1月30日 this one for DivooHeyy friends you all got to right now go and wish a biig congrats to Divoo… know wat? her poem has been published in a magazine, the Teenager. it looks lovelier now wen printd.
…"Until your love doesn’t burn me to death i'll burn myself in its heat." Mmm deepu too has reason to smile. He has an article published in the same issue…valentine’s day is coming up you see. If he doesn’t write sth on friendship that would be sth unbecoming of him, eh?
To add to that he has now become a regular contributor in another magazine, Inspirational Quote. Sending sth every month to this in a way keeps him always on his toes…that’s sth good, right? Else he would just loiter around the rabbit cage n waste a lot of his time… Watched Guru…of course not fully, it wasn’t worth it. The only part he liked was , barso re meetta meetta…that’s lovely…..(and there was one more scène, guess wot? Haa you guess it) this is from a poem by Divoo that that s been printed in The Teenager.
sweet lines eh? well, in the same issue deepu too has an article on friendship...valetine's day is coming up you see..
Ok. Here is Deepu with a request to all of you, especially to Sonia. He is pregnant. Don’t go ga ga. He is pregnant with an idea to bring out a book. Hence need the help of all of you in ur own way. Your creativity in poems or pros on ‘mother, motherhood, her love, etc. also ur aspirations, dreams, expectation of being a mom. That’s especially for who are yet to be moms. Take your time.. 1月26日 well think abou it... ...............................................Oooo A good many people ................( .....) We come across in our life......... ) ../ Don't we?.............................. (__/ oooO
(..... ) .......Some of them we know ..\.. ( ........the others, do not ...\__)...... yet, they come and go... many of them .......................Oooo
do us some good or other .....(......) Don't they??..........................)... / ...........................................(__/ ..oooO
.(..... )...... But some of them ...\... ( .......well, do not.. ....\__) ......yet, they come and go many of them ..........................Oooo
are dear to us & we to them......(......) Aren't we??...............................)... / ...............................................(__/ ..oooO .(..... )...... But some of them ...\... ( .......well, aren't close. ....\__) ......yet, friends.... A few of them ..........................Oooo
are close to us & we to them.....(......) Aren't we??..............................)... / ..............................................(__/  well,,, are we or aren't we,,!!!!????!!
& that makes the difference It need not be a long thesis, a lengthy talk, or a meticulously planned discussion.
But what your friend looks for is a few understanding words that flows from your heart, A few minutes well spent for him or her, Because when the communication is broken your friendship is broken. Tomorrow it will be too late, now is the time… wot you say frineds? Oyee aaj hi karne ki 1月24日 his new companionDeepu has a new companion now. He had been thinking about having one ever since he come to Pune. Now the time has come. And he came across the sort of one he had in mind. You know the problem with him is that, you can hardly convince him with anything that doesn’t fit in his scheme of things. He would rather wait than jamb onto anything that comes on his way and compromise with it..not always by the way.
Obviously her structure was in his mind. Not as fair as ‘my fair lady’, but average. Slim, slender. Calm n quite, sometimes swaying. Not too tall, not that short too. And it so happened wile chasing his rabbits, the eyes met. He stood panting observing. Hmm lips anyway didn’t meet. And he knew he has got her.. Bye the way her name is Tulasi…see you next time..  1月23日 divinity, magnificence, furiousness of holy city.. The chill misty weather with temperature reading anything between 13-16 degrees, hardly can you entertain the thought of moving about bare-chested with no strands of wool on your body. Even the very thought of touching water will make you have a chill running down your spine – let alone a dip in the ice cold waters. You would rather shrink back to the stands of unfazed spectators amidst the furious fest roaring unbridled all around. And that s what Deepu did – just withdrew to the quietness and remained a mere watcher of the maddening faith of innumerable people unfolding in splashes of waters.
 The waters of sacred confluence of Ganges, Yamuna and the mystery-linked mythical Saraswathi become no less holy and pure despite the dirt and mud stinking and churning in it. a sea of humanity gathered on a single spot on earth, isn’t that a mind-boggling thing to conceive? How can a city as antique as Allahabad become abode for millions? Faith. Faith in whatever you believe in bring you together in lacks. People from all walks of life. Sinner, saint, sage, sick, poor rich, priests, pilgrims…everyone one is embraced in the passion by the sacred waters. What your eyes will not miss is te sight of Naga sadhus. Clad only in their skin they make their presence felt with vociferously dancing in trance, in a wild fury they make huge splashes in the bosom of Ganges unmindful of the icy waters. Stand in their way and you will never do it a second time. That was during the Maha Kumbha that occurs once in 12 years, the last time it happened Deepu was a student in Allahabad. Had the first experience of it. six years rolled on, now it is Ardha Kumbha that is inviting attention, but with no less divinity, magnificence, furiousness and festivity. Hmmmm….but Deepu has said good bye to that stunning old city. 1月21日 thats the week ahead... Pour out your Spirit… Pour out your Spirit…
Sweep through my mind, Sweep through my will, Sweep through my heart. Lord, my strong hold and source of my love, A new being make me for your glory. My soul sings your greatness at all times, My complete self is a sacrifice on your altar, Accept and sanctify me that I might love others.  Thank you Lord, for the splendor of this new day, fresh with cool breeze, chirping birds, blue clear sky, dew drops laden with beauty. It is a reminder for Deepu that he is yet to finish his work down here, reach his destination, accomplish his final task, complete his Journey.
Thank you also for all parents, relatives, friends and everyone who has played a role at one stage of his life and those who are still involved in the growth of his life. Bless everyone who comes in contact with him today. God loves you all. Wish you a grace-filled week ahead. You know what happens when you are hit badly on your thumb with a ball? If not ask Deepu. He has now his right hand thumb in multicolor. Half the nail is bluish, the joint rosy, bye the way, it is now round and plump. Well that’s what happens when a cricket ball hits you. hmmmmm not bad if it had been it all over the body, he would have looked a lot more stout, right?
hayee they are calling deepu to watch Guru..that sounds a good one..let him give a try, eh?.. 1月19日 that was how his weekas usual the alarm went off at 5.25 AM, now a days he takes more time than usual to get back to the conciseness and ram at it…could be cause of the pleasant weather that he gets more cozy…what is more difficult is getting off the bed…ufff.
When his alarm went off on this Monday morning, he knew he was upto a very tough, boring, tiring week ahead. He of course was a bit tensed and anxious. There was no way he could figure out what was in store for him. All that he expected was an insipid, busy-busy days. But what turned out was sth very different and unexpected. In fact, his week was so filled with beautiful, moments.
On the first two days he was able to cross the first two hurdles of presenting paper quite successfully, which had in way made him restless. What followed was more dramatic. He did complete and sent two write-ups to Inspirational Quote, a magazine to which he now regularly contributes. Then came the most unexpected and exiting news from his friend. “Deepu, I have a good news to share with you, I am 4 weeks pregnant”. He was joy personified. That was tremendous news. Let the hand of God be with her always. And a movie yesterday, as you know he doesn’t watch movies just like that. And he wouldn’t have watched this one too, had it not been part of his class. And that turned out to be a wonderful one. It was 21 grams. Well, he had thought his final movie was matrix series. But here is one that is in tune with his thinking. A week that apparently appeared like a bleak and hopeless one, turned out to be one with lots of fun and fine experiences.Now he can peacefully go to zzzzz, though another monday is waiting.
Wish you all a joy-filled, pleasant week end. 1月16日 the Motherhood..!!Conception, pregnancy, giving birth-giving life summarizes and manifests the magic of motherhood. At the threshold of womanhood, the female elements that constitute and crystallize trickling a mark of motherhood. Yes. Deepu feels so. he feels the answer is yes as much as it is no. she can become one when she is selfish, morally corrupt, guilt and shame forces her to forbid the newborn, when she annihilates the life within the womb, motivated by evil passions and desires. Uffff…sort feeling different now..deepu sat down to write sth, ended up writing sth entirely different…. 1月14日 Who matters most in ur life?The Lord is my Shepherd, there is nothing i shall i want. (ps.23)
Like the muffler around deepu's neck, He is so close and warm.. a perennial stream of love and compassion,
he is always there to listen to and understand. But who has time for him today?
Hence we say, God doesn’t answer my prayers. like the breeze that caresses gently
He whispers always, not was we want, but as He wills. In the silence of our hearts, His voice is clearer
than the thunders in the cloudy sky. Be still and know the Lord who speaks to you,
but, have you been still to listen to Him? expectations unlimited, desires in plenty we have,
and the needs? prayers of plea, cry, intercession go on and on,
how about a little prayer of thanksgiving? we want a God who is an-eternal-giver
but, love the Lord who is eternally Loving and he says, "Fear not i am with you. i have carved you on the palm of my hand.
can a mother forget her suckling child? Even if she does, I will not forget you. You are precious to me."
and you can be sure deepu wouldn’t write this, if hasn’t himself experienced
the love of the Lord. Give and it shall be given to you, but give cheerfully! Have a lovely week ahead dear freinds... 1月12日 UUfffffff....rrrrTo tell you very frankly today for the first time Deepu’s imagination
is running out of fule, it just cant be tickled today..watz going on? Is his creative faculties already preoccupied with the heavy, hectic sem ahead…OoPs..and this is really a brain braking sem… it s just gonna make him run hard, every minute will be worth gold… of course, all the topics are very interesting and are going to be useful
sometime in the future… however wat frustrates him is the skedul and the
demanding nature of today’s education. He just wonders why they should make students to fill their brain with such heavy loads of information!! And what is the use after all these howling and hollering…you omit
all these trash on the answer sheet and get the hell out of it all….. if it s going to be for the life as they very often sermonize in the class
they shouldn’t stuff the sem with loads. But whatever little is dealt upon shold be done properly spending enough time trying to bring out the best of it… but wat to do?? Right now, it is better to have a glass of water, wat ya say? That will cool Deepu down for while…..and some quite time with the Lord!.. 1月9日 i m back with a New Year message...Some memorable, lovely momnets in Bangalore n deepu is back.
of course he has for you some images of what he had been thru in those days..!!
Look there..
 No sooner, the sun sunk down far off in the west leaving a gray sky than the fire works lit up the sky in the evening of 31 December 2007. Bangalore city was splendidly decked to welcome the New Year. I was in the garden city to attend a course during this Christmas vacation where one of my friends told me the night before the New Year is a significant one for him. According to him, it is a time to take new resolutions and make fresh promises for the coming year. And I do not think many of us would have a different idea of embracing a new year.
At the tick of the clock from 11.59 PM to 00.00 hrs people all over the world sink into a mood of celebration. They burn the effigy of old man, distribute sweets, wish each other a prosperous new year, etc. From place to place, country to country people have different approach to welcome the New Year, but certain factors are common to all the regions. One of such interesting customs is making New Year promises. Surprisingly, all these people wait for that crucial ‘tick’ of the clock to take a pledge. Nobody wants to give up a bad habit and to replace it with a good one until that magical ‘tick’.
After all what is a new year? Is there anything extraordinary about it? A new year does not happen in a fine morning of 1st of January. Does it? If then, what about the all other days? This particular day is as important as any other day in the year. Well, we consider it as the first day of the calendar year, but what difference does it have from all the other days that follow? Each day of our lives plays a key role, but only if we let it happen. If we think that we will be lucky only on a particular day or worse still, if we think that first day of the year decides our fate for the rest of the year, then we are at the verge of falling into the pit of lame excuses and blames for our failures. It is not the day or month that makes or mars our lives but we ourselves. The decision to change our life can be taken on any day, but only if we are willing to change.
We are responsible for our life and destiny and let not a ‘New Year’ bridle our lives. Make the most of today so that tomorrow you will not have to worry over your yesterday. 1月7日 The day before the RetreatBefore breaking into singing, dancing and all the celebrations, the night that divided 2006 n 2007 saw deepu spending quite a few hrs in the Chapel praying. But before sinking into such an atmosphere there were also some entertaining programs and cultural evening celebrating life and sharing joy. The color was added when we all set out on a one-day picnic from here (Bangalore) to a place called Shiv Samudra where Lord Shiva believed to have had a bath. (I wonder where Parvathi was!) that was a time filled with lotssaa fun…
Well, as told the Retreat began on the 1st. it was in a monastery, an hrs journey from Bangalore city, a secluded, quite, surrounded by trees, cut-off-from-the-rest-of-the place. It was the right place for a spiritual recharging and refreshing. After a tight, busy-busy Dec, it was necessary for this tranquil, encompassing silence. With no net, no newspaper, no music, (OoPs no FM too), no TV, no time table, no class, no study, no non-veg, no nothingggg…!! And that has certainly done magic on deepu.
It s the first time he begins the year in such a fashion. You know what he was sleeping 8-9 hrs a day, of course that blended with fragrance of prayer.
And yea, as he had promised he did remember you all in those days of spiritual recharging. May you have a fruitful, eventful, grace-filled days ahead. Happy new life to all.
He is leaving Garden city today evening. Will be there in Pune by morrow evening. So See you in Pune.. |
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