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11월 21일 it is for you all it has come....
finally the long wait has come to a happy end...dont you think thats sweet?? yeaa it indeed is when all that is left is a glimmer of hope, a pinch of self confidence, hard work in full measure, an undying say-no attitude blended with persistance.
a heart full of joy, a beaming smile, well if you thought thats what was his initial reaction when he held this book in his hands, you could be mistaken. it was a sense of relif, a great feeling contenment that overwhelmed him.
'live another day', the title speaks it all. it s one for he himself in fact, to live another day, to confirm that he hasnt made a wrong choice, a wrong decision. remember, it is a wrong decision, a wrong choice that makes or mars one's life! to 'live another day' for 365 days, all that deepu took was hardly 40 days, 4 - 4.5 hrs a day. 10 pm to 2 or 2.30 am.
it was a blend of heaven and hell. joy n sorrow peace n discord tears n smile tragedy n comdy life n death it was a journey, a journey with himself, with many others whose life stories you come across here. it was a hibernation period that a pregnent woman undergoes. the joy of conception, the sorrow of carrying, the agony of labor, the bliss of birth, the ecstacy of giving life.. he is glad he has been thru it all.
and he certainly is indebted, immensly greatful to all of you dear freinds. you have played a grant, great role to make 'live another day' possible.
if love is a word that connects, commits human beings, with lots of love and in the language of heart, deepu thanks everyone..
beginning with Ipshita who was one of the first ones to drop in n say hi to him, followed by Divoo. thank you for your pressence and encouragement, you kept me going in here in the blog world and kept his writing skills n interest blooming n flowring day by day.
later on Sonia, Isa, Sweeti, Megha, Anjali ....
and finally Destiny Queen in her characteretic passion sliced in... deep and hard lolz...
a biiiig thanks once again to all....and sorry if he has missed out any...
before going off there is one more person...finally n most importantly, Priya for her friendhsip n understanding, and of course
all my friends here with me, who have been part of my life for the last 10 years in the St Pauls...
as for now, he is going to his home town....his brother is tying the Sacred knot to begin another new chapter in his life....
so see you all....byeee
11월 12일 keep knockingCarl Rogers, psychologist- councillor, compares us average human beings to a person who has fallen into a deep, dry well. He describes the feeling of desperation that the trapped person experiences and the agony of frustration that he cannot climb out of the well. This person keeps on knocking at the walls of the well with bruised and bleeding fists. KNOCK…KNOCK…KNOCK. After a while, it all seems futile.  The only alternative is to die and be discovered one day as a set of blanched bones at the bottom of the well. Then, there is a responding knock from the outer side of the well. There is an immediate explosion of joy and an enormous sense of relief in the poor, exhausted prisoner of the well. Thank god, at last someone knows that I am here. In our lives too, when we feel the same futility and loneliness and go through anxious moments of desolation and rejection, we often stutter and fumble and give in easily with out even really putting up a struggle. Keep knocking until someone turns his/her attention. 11월 6일 be with her...
it s been quite a while since he has been around....will soon be dropping in everywhere...this stranger at the door....and it wont be too long before you know where had been....
Soaked and water ripping from the body She was shuddering as she sat there. Her watery eyes looked hollow, Her gaze stuck only as far as the earth, Now soppy with water from her body. Her face, downcast, tired and motionless looked more vicious than the rain outside. Gazing heavenward as if pleading She resembled a pray in the mouth of a beast. As if woke up from a slumber, a long one she pulled herself together and flew heavenwards, the hues adorable, shone splendidly... the little kingfisher, came hurrying down once again.. and the gaze continues,, You want to join him to relish those moments??
11월 1일 thats life there n here It is not that time of the year when you sweat, swelter, and feel exasperated each time you go out or do sth. Obviously, it isn’t that humid. However, Mumbai isn’t Mumbai for nothing, right? The burgeoning buildings that balloon up not just every other day, but every hr does speak for itself. The face of this sleepless metro changes so very rapidly that if you aren’t a regular it is not strange that you won’t be able to recognize her pompous and glittering, glitz-ful face. He certainly cherished every moment he hanged around and breathed in the passion and style of this city. The ‘aamchi mumbai’ that the people here are so passionate about does give you a skyrocketing experience of thrill and rapturous elevation. As if that isn’t enough the enigmatic performance of the alien beauty Bione made quite a few ‘em shake a leg or two. You wake up at the sun bright and falling down on hard, after a night deep into her depth; and that’s life here. But is it sth that alien to him? No way!
You will be delighted to do sth that given you contentment eve if that meant sitting till late night, and a little deeper into the soul of the night like nione here. And that’s what he too did in those 9 days here. Yeah, and that sweet fact that the burden of sitting straight in the class room didn’t bother him at all. Now you don’t forget all that glitters isn’t gold eh?
Errmm…he did have some hick ups. Though not an exasperating climate, sitting in air-conditioned room for hrs together isn’t going to help, well, not for him at least. And by the end of his brief stay, he ccoouughing and feeling feverish, n with his throat doing lotsa gimmick, it was getting lil tough on him. Did it have nothing to do with lack of sleep?
In ni case, it was worth the stay, now that what matters at the end of the day, when you sit down and snorezzzzz on your chair, right?
 now bak to buissness...all the theory of relativity n quandom and the life of Marx and the Contemporary indian thought.....hmmmm ...sleeep lolz...n yeaa now he is alright..... |
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