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2월 27일 so ther he goes...feeling much much better now... Busy days ahead..mmm and deepu obiviously feels the sting of preassure….see even without his speecs he can see the looming danger rushing tawards him like a mad dog…the exams….uufffff..frmo the 15th….. In all the probability there wont be too may up dates henceforth… Hmmmm
But here sth extracted from an assignment he submitted on ‘who am I’…..
The freedom that I enjoy as a human person makes me a separate, unique entity from all other beings. To become aware of the being that I am I must have freedom. I will certainly not be who I am if I am not who I think I am to be. Obviously, my existence will be as true as anything else even if I don’t think. The human person that I am never ceases to exist as long as my body is alive – whether or not it is able to think rationally. A tree doesn’t think, yet, it is existing. Hence, weather I think or not, weather I feel or not I exist for the simple reason that I exist like a tree does.
A plant or even an animal will exist, in all probability not knowing what it manes to exist. Do they know that they are born and will one day cease to be? Perhaps that is what differentiates human beings from other forms of living or inorganic beings. Becoming conscious of the consciousness that is a component in every being is what makes the difference. Human beings are able to rise above from the level of being mere earthly beings by way of bringing to fore the knowledge of their existence.
Being irrevocably human, some of the answers remain unattainable for beings who are consequence of a supreme reality. Our life is the sum of the inexorably prearranged anatomy of the universe. Either consciously or otherwise, everyone one does play a vital role in coherently manifesting the reality that includes all the living and inert beings. Hence, as round holes need round pecks, whoever I am is very significant to fit in to the episode of reality.
Consequently, the answer to who I am goes hand in hand with why I am. One must be also able to understand the reason why one is. We are all here to do what we are all here to do therefore the obvious question is why we are here. And the answer is the same: we are here to do what we are all here to do and thus contribute to mould the otherwise disharmonious nature.
made some sense??? 2월 25일 hacheenLitle bit of head ache, but it s ok , na? Slight body pain, it will be awrite, eh? Feeling a little down, but will b up soon, yup. Bit of nose pain too, hmm ok. Hey there is also tis throt pain..ohhhh.. Don’t forget the crr crr inside the throt… Running a temperature! But stil in walking condition …then his blessed nose… God …..shwaaan shwaaan cheeng cheeng….
Looks like, every drop of water Deepu takes in just comes out this way…. Anyway all the credit goes to Pune weather…. He has lived in all the S.Indian states and some time in UP too, never got cold more than once in a year…..but here, he is njoynig it for the third time!!! No. he wont leave. Catch the devil by the horns. He stil continues to take 3.5 liters of water and same amount of ice cream. Wel, wat if he really gets struck down in the bed morrow morning? That will be just fine. As he wont have to go to college…hehhehee....hancheee ooops
2월 22일 rejoice ever more
Hurrah hoo yahoo I ‘ll shout, I ‘ll sing, I ‘ll dance Rise up Oh you men and women Wake up from the slumber Here is the beginning of the end The end has erupted from the silence The end of my being out of sorts Rejoice, celebrate. Now s time Look at the rising sun, shining moon Twinkling stars, chirping birds Cheerful faces, speeding steps Applauds and laughter and whisper Love-filled kiss and hug and touch Oh wake up to the beauty of the day Rejoice and sulk not! Mourning and bewailing will end not So are joy and laughter that will go on. But, for those who look for!!! 2월 19일 so that was how it went onBefore the storm and torrents there goes a breeze, at the end too….here too it was almost the same. But in the form of a prayer….and gradually they gained momentum. Hooting, howling, fooling, singing, mimicking, mocking in so high decibel that driver had to viciously turn back a couple of times. And all these was happening in five different languages, in different ways….ooohhh that was superb…all laughing like hell. In fact, deepu’s tummy started paining..! Deepu has been going on toers in its larger and shorter versions since childhood – the first one he made wen he was barely 80 days old! But of late he seem to be njoying it the most, esply the journey. Panchagania and mahabaleshram –both hill stations were worth the trip. Packed with tourists of all kinds, hourse, camel and boat safari, wat they call points, flowers shows, caves –one of them was awesome, reddish, appealing, tempting strawberries. And of course pretty girls..hehe flowers without butterflies fluttering about them doesnt provide a soothing sight, ha? Bye the way, after so many years, he bought sth on such a trip. A spiral shaped, bamboo made pen-case. It was sth that his table lacked, or was it the girl at the shop pulled the strings? Anyway,,,now that the storm is out of its way... 2월 17일 Mother's love An explosion of joy erupted in her heart,
At the birth of life in her womb.
She is elated and exalted at the fortune,
She’s been called to be a part-taker in creation
Each passing month makes going tougher
Every sleepless night made her tired
As the little one playfully kicks and moves
An array of hope streaked on her face
Everyday therefore became a special day
For she knows, she’s no more the same
The agony, anxiety and terror
Became tears of joy at the birth.
The pain unbearable bore she to tell you
"I love you"
  2월 15일 that was funny..Look as if copied straight from a bollywood comic tragedy. The last minute panic-filled stroll, bewilderment and fright in the gaze, death reflecting in the eye, shivering hands and legs, perspiration tickling…uff ufff…he took a deep breath.  And there, down he jumped!!! OoPs…poor thing he wanted to commit suicide! He wanted to end his life perhaps. Had he hit the floor, his head would have been hashed and brain squashed! Yes, you cant expect an ant to survive the fall from a ‘tall’ Tulasi plant on deepu’s table. Anyhow deepu was quick to act, at a flash his palm was underneath and the guy landed safely on it. Hmmm. But to deepu’s dismay he saw it crying bitterly, took out his hanky cheeeng cheeng cheerrrr…. Mmm now looks better, so deepu asked him wats going on dear? And said amidst tears rolling down his cheek, “my friend misunderstood me” Rest all you can add up…. Have a nice day… 2월 13일 you are my friend and m delighted....
2월 12일 deep anguish...a surge anger filled every vein of his thoughts. Angry at himself for being careless and extravagant in words and for failing to read the feelings of the other..heavy with the burden of guilt and overpowering gravitation of anguish he stooped down...he is lost in thoughtlessness. it feels terrible to know that someone has been hurt coz of him. inflicting pain or causing any discomfort whatsoever was never never ever his intention, but what now stare at him is the consequence of the very thing the he intended not to do. he has now placed himself in an awkward situation.
see, careless words make others love you a little less, even if they are used unintentionally or without any maliciousness! Uffff deepu is really down….. from the depths i cry to you Oh Lord listen to my plea....
 2월 9일 rolls on, then breaks, then on..off..on Struggled and made its way out of larva,
The little worm was greeted by gleaming sunlight That filled the earth out of joy of a new birth. Buried and forgotten, the tiny grain felt all alone,
It toiled its way up to the glory of earth. Swayed in glee the sapling knew joy unlimited. Lost in each other’s arms they stood frozen, forgotten,
An ecstasy and fulfillment enveloped n elevated ‘em Complete, yet, incomplete they remained glued to each other’s lips. Broken, shed a drop of tear fell rolling down her cheek,
Why Ma, asked the little one, at her bosom, It is a drop of joy and pain you gave me while still within me. Ditched and used, kicked out, nobody he became,
Lost meaning, yet believing he stretched her arms Until it was touched by yours – that made the difference. Love broken, misunderstood, taken for granted
Creates a vacuum filled with anguish, sorrow, pani n hopelessness, Let s together fill that chasm with understanding, hope, courage and LOVE  OpOs….does that really sound like Deepu? Naaaa orrrr may be….
Anyway….
DQ deepu is really sorry... 2월 6일 just have a look ...hehehe 'Belinda's toilet' heard this? it is a poem. well, deepu isnt able to recollect the fellow..
thinks it is Pope..anwyay..
As a student of literature deepu had a rather good time studying poems such as this. Of course, this was never his fav one. He was all praise for Frost , Keats and Dickenson.
Anyway, dnot you think it is a poking poem? Hehehe at least for some of you… in fact in the class it was a real fun time pulling the legs of girls.
But deepu always observes and admires the way girls deck themselves. Cascading, shiny hair, glowing face, a layer of some black stuff around the eye( who ever gave the idea, it makes them look good), a touch of some face cream, light shade of lipsstick and so on… girls take at most care to present themselves well. However one thing that most of them forget or neglect is their feet.  And for deepu that speaks volumes about the person. so have look at them, you are oberved and perhaps are judged by guys like deepu....
deepu seems to be busier these days...
each leturer thinks his course is the most important one...OpOss!! 2월 3일 war and peace..!! Salam alaikum, the Peace of Christ be with you. Om Śānti…and many words and expressions can be used to convey the message of peace. All religions subscribe to this policy. In fact religions like Buddhism and Jainism go to the extremes. All that ‘peaces’ well, is all peaceful, eh? And se that effect, we have millions of people across the glob who are peaceful and loving. Everything is fine. All goody-goody lovely people. Is it the need of the hour? Deepu thinks no. is it peace that is the world stands in need of? Rrbuaaa eeks. No way. You remain calm and quite, peaceful and non-violent and those who exploit will contunie their wrath with all vigor. Who are at the receiving end? Not the rich and the middle class. The workingclass, the marginalized, the downtrodden. You and I gotta raise voice not, chant Śānti Śānti. Kya bolta hi? there is so much that we can do, if we can come out of our protective shell. it recqires courage and commitment, love and compassion. yeaa, it is risky too. It is not violence that deepu is talking about. But aasadi, liberation from all forms of malpractices. It might jeopardize our lives. The impending conflict at a raging mob is unavoidable. And they are all lashed and whipped. Wot about the reason why they were protesting? Easy to speak for and against. How about getting involved? Might sound revolutionary eh? Yea deepu would have been, had been born 50 years back. Perhaps he would have been there with Bagat Singh, not with Gandhi.
React, but with a human touch. Confront, but lovingly. Be angry, but don’t sin. 2월 1일 any way out?? wot you say?? Dhak…. dhak…shhhh rrrr….it is poring down and she is in the rain, clad in a skimpy skirt and a white top that clung close to her lovely,
slender body. Unaffected, unfazed, unmindful of the staring eyes from
all corners, she was swaying and singing. Well, that’s a new brand of
soap being advertised in the street of some city, somewhere.
A purchasable commodity, object of pleasure, sex symbol, the other, the second sex… the list can be endless that is used to portray women.
Centuries have gone by, generations changed, education took a paradigm shift, awareness of all kinds, but where are we heading to? The
horrible realities of rape, molestation, abuse, attack on women is
still rampant. The data shows that girl child mortality is on an
alarmingly high rate.
Agreed woman isn’t man. She is an entirely different being, her physique, feeling self, those graceful-yet-precarious nine months,
strong bond with children, emotional attachments…whatever..
Do you foresee any way out? May be you could think about it and share with others. Deepu at times would think that if he had been a girl. but
then he wont be a timid, quite girl.
the drawback of many of the women today is that despite being well educated and in the creamy layer of the society, most of them don’t do anything to uplift the others to
their standard. So you see where the problem lies. Many of them are in
the safe shore and feel secured, whatever happens to others is their
problem, we will only sigh watching them on TV, right?
 According to deepu it is quality education and financial independence that are going to liberate women of the new century. Wot you way? ? ?
Next time when you see a woman dancing in the rain, just give a second thought to it….
deepu is a bit busy these days....to add to that there is now 1 hr in the after noon and his fav time...rrrr 3 pm... |
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